Better than i know myself - Adam Lambert

Cold as ice
And more bitter than a december
Winter night
That’s how I treated you
And I know that I
I sometimes tend to loose my temper
And I cross the line
Yeah that’s the truth

 

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say
Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you’re the only one that knows me
Better than I know my self

 

All along
I tried to pretend it didn’t matter
If I was alone
Deep down I know
If you were gone
For even a day I wouldn’t know which way to turn
Coz I’m lost without you

 

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say
Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
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To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you’re the only one that knows me
Better than I know my self
 

Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you’re the only one that knows me
Better than I know my self

Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you’re the only one that knows me
Better than I know my self

What doesn't kill you (Stronger) - Kelly Clarkson

You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in color
And do the things I want
You think you got the best of me

Think you had the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think that I’d come running back
Baby you don’t know me, cause you’re devil

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone
What doesn’t kill you makes a fire
Put that thing on lighter
Doesn’t mean I’m over cause you’re gone

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone
You heard that I was starting over with someone new
But told you I was moving on over you

You didn’t think that I’d come back
I’d come back swinging
You try to break me
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone
What doesn’t kill you makes a fire
Put that thing on lighter
Doesn’t mean I’m over cause you’re gone

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone

Thanks to you I got a new thing started
Thanks to you I’m not a broken hearted
Thanks to you I’m finally thinking bout me
You know in the end the day to left was just my beginning
In the end…

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone
What doesn’t kill you makes a fire
Put that thing on lighter
Doesn’t mean I’m over cause you’r gone

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone

Can you guess ?

Can you guess this lyrics song?

1.

Akan kulakukan semua untukmu
Akan kuberikan seluruh cintaku
Janganlah engkau berubah
Dalam menyayangi dan memahamiku
Pegang tanganku, genggam jariku
Rasakan semua hangat diriku
Mengalir tulus untuk cintamu
Tak ada yang lain di hatiku

 

2. 

Kurasa ku t'lah jatuh cinta
Pada pandangan yang pertama
Sulit bagiku untuk bisa
Berhenti mengagumi dirinya
Oh tuhan tolonglah diriku
'tuk membuatnya menjadi milikku
Sayangku
Kasihku
Oh cintaku
She's all that I need

That all are lyrics song of RAN . i don't know why, i love every songs that RAN singing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ATpOKI5cKBA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zy3t71m7FcY

 

I've learned something

I've learned something. ternyata susah banget buat tetap di pendirian lu. when you think you'll through your own problem by using the 'x' way, and someone you loved think that maybe you can take the 'y' way to solve your problem.

s : 'I'll take the 'x' way to solve my problem'

h : 'why you don't take the 'y' way to solve your problem? if you take the 'x' way, it'll waste 3 days. but if you take the 'y' way, you only waste 10 minutes.'

s : 'I know, but i more satisfied by using the 'x' way :)'

h :'.... it's okay, if you more satisfied by using the x way to solve your problem :). but i only have an hour, we can talking by using this social network'

and you will confused, what will way you to solve your problem. your feeling is so guilty because you little dissapointed someone you loved, but if you follow the way of someone you loved you will dissapointed yourself.

Curhat Malem Minggu

Sim card gw rusaaaaaaaaaaaak T.T T.T. rusaknya dr jumat sore dan rusaknya tuh sim card itu ga berfungsi sama sekali, gabisa buat smsan, telfonan apalagi internetan. nyokap udh nyuruh gw buat ganti nomer tp gw gamau, gw tuh orangnya paling males kalo disuruh ganti kartu soalnya males ngasih tau ke yang lainnya dan males ngapain lagi, gw pake kartu ini udh 3 tahun, rasanya tuh gimana gitu kalo ganti kartu-__-

Berhubung hari ini ada acara open house di sekolah, gw sm nyokap mutusin mau ke indosat buat ngebenerin kartu gw, jalan ke indosat tuh kaya cobaan berat bgt tau ga, udah macet, panas pula. oke ini ga penting. pas sampe di Indosat, gw bilang ke mbak mbak nya kan kalo sim card gw rusak, terus mbak mbak nya minta kartu identitas gitu, kata KTP sm kartu pelajar. berhubung gw ga bawa kartu pelajar yaudah gw pake KTP nyokap, dan lu tau? ternyata sim card gw tuh atas nama gw, jadi mau ga mau harus pake kartu pelajar gw buat kaya register gitu.
DAN LU TAU? GW GA BAWA ITU KARTU PELAJAR!! di situ tuh gw udh mau nangis, terus berharap gw punya pintu ajaib doraemon, jd gw bisa ke kamar gw buat ngambil itu kartu pelajar-____-, dan setelah berunding dengan nyokap, gw memutuskan buat balik ke indosat lagi hari rabu abis TO. ternyata benda yang gw anggep ga begitu penting atau sering gw abaiin itu tuh berguna banget. emang sebenernya kartu pelajar itu penting bgt, soalnya bisa dpt diskon dimana-mana tp gw mikir, gw jarang jalan-jalan, sekalinya jalan juga paling sm nyokap, kalo sm nyokap ngapain bawa kartu pelajar? terus kalo jalan sm temen juga seringnya ngebolang, bukan jalan jalan gitu ke mall. dan karna pikiran pikiran itu gw memutuskan untuk naro itu kartu pelajar di rak buku pelajaran biar ga ilang, soalnya kalo gw bawa bawa ntar ilang, secara gw kan anaknya ceroboh banget.

Sepanjang jalan pulang gw gondok banget, gw megang hp yg bukan hp. maksutnya gw megang hp tp hp itu ga bisa buat smsan sm telfonan walaupun masih bisa internetan pake wifi tp kan tugas pokoknya hp buat smsan sm telfonan. gimana kalo dr kmrn sampe hari rabu ada yg sms gw dan smsnya penting? walaupun sim card gw jarang ada sms yg sebenernya juga hp itu sedikit ga 'berguna' karna ga ada sms tp seengganya perasaan gw lega.

Dan mulai sekarang smpe hari rabu, gw bakal balik lagi pacaran sm laptop gw tercinta ini-_- like when i was grade 6, in grade 6 i had been handphone, but i rarely used it, even once i turned off my handphone during 2 weeks because i was little bored with my handphone.
Tapi rasanya tuh beda banget sama waktu sd, gw ngerasa hati gw ga lega gmn gitu kaya ada yg ngeganjel gara gara simcard rusak, soalnya takut ada yg sms atau apalah. dan jujur gw lebih lega simcard gw rusak walaupun ga ada sms atau telfon. rasanya tuh gelisah, ga enak gimana gitu.

tapi mungkin ada hikmahnya juga sih, soalnya selasa rabu gw bakal to diknas tapi................ tetep aja gw ga konsen belajar kalo hp gw gini. semoga besok gw udh biasa aja gara gara simcard gw rusak, supaya belajar gw bisa konsen lagi. daan mungkin gw masih tahap adaptasi dengan simcard gw ini -_-

Pesan dari gw : jangan lupa bawa kartu pelajar kemana mana walaupun menurut lu itu ga penting, dan jangan remehin hal-hal yg kecil kaya gitu walaupun lu pikir itu tuh ga berguna but believe me someday the thing that you think it's not usefull, it will be usefull.

Sakit

Gatau kenapa yaa akhir akhir ini tuh gw rentan bgt kena penyakit, 3 minggu yg lalu gw kena pilek terus minggu kemaren gw radang tenggorokan, biasanya gw kalo udh pilek sm radang tenggorokan itu gara gara kecapean tapi skrg gw sakit mata, apa nyambung nya sakit pilek sm radang terus sakit mata?
today is my boriiiing day, aaarrghh lu seharian cuma tiduran dan nntn tv, ga ada makanan, ga ada kegiatan, ga ada yang bisa di ajak ngomong. hari apaan itu? yang paling gw keselin tuh ga ada makanan sama sekali aaargh, sakit apaan coba yang dirumahnya ga ada makanan T.T

gw adalah tipe orang yang selalu penasaran sama hal hal yg blom gw tau, dan sifat gw emang paling gampang penasaran. gw selalu penasaran kenapa bumi itu bulet? knp ngga Allah nyiptain bumi itu kotak? siapa yg pertama kali nyiptain b.indonesia? siapa yg pertama kali nyiptain b.ingg? dll kalo gw tulis satu satu satu pasti bakal banyak banget.

hal yang paling gw pengenin dan sekaligus gw penasaranin tuh, gimana sih negara di luar? gw termasuk orang yg selalu ngebuka google earth buat tau gimana keadaan kota kota luar, gw pengen sekali-kali ngerasain tinggal di luar tuh gimana dengan suasana yg beda. waktu kecil (walau kadang sampe sekarang-_-) sebelu tidur gw selalu ngebayangin, gimana sih suasana malem di luar tuh? gimana sih tinggal di luar? gimana sih pertemanan orang-orang di luar? ini mirip kaya kisah Bu Herna, guru b.inggris gw yg dapet beasiswa pertukaran pelajar ke Birmingham.

yang suka gw keselin adalah, bokap gw tuh kerjanya di luar negri dr waktu gw kecil, dan dari gw kecil tuh gw gapernah sekali pun di ajak jalan-jalan sama bokap ke luar negri. itu kadang yang gw keselin. gw tuh pengen ngebedain gmn kota di luar sm disini. walau gw udh tau, disana kaya di USA sm Inggris tuh kotanya lebih rapih, mereka ngebuat tata letak kotanya tuh perblok dan itu lebih rapih menurut gw. gw juga sempet mikir gimana jadinya gw kalo tinggal di luar sendiri misalnya pas lagi kuliah (amiin) trus nyasar? Hahaha gw tuh orang yang kalo ngapalin jalan tuh lamaaaaa bgt dan gampang nyasar, makanya klo udh ke sasar gitu trus gw sendiri? i don't know what should i do? panic? crying? hahaha gw tuh orang yg kalo udh sekalinya panik pasti nangis.

gw pengen ngerasain hang out sama bule tuh gimana rasanya haha. berhubung di tumblr suka banyak foto-foto landscape kota-kota di luar, pas ngeliat foto itu rasanya kaya............... 'ih ginikah kota-kota di luar? kapan gw ngerasain suasana kaya gitu ya?' terus kalo ngeliat film-film luar yang shooting di skolah gitu contohnya glee, gw suka mikir 'ih kapan gw skolah disana? tapi gw takut di bully-_-' hahaha berhubung di film glee itu suka ada bullynya gw jd sedikit takut apalagi gw pake kerudung,orang disana kan ada yg ga suka gt sm islam. tp menurut temen gw yg bule eaeaea sama Bu Herna mereka malah baik banget, mereka ngehargai kita klo misalnya tuh kita islam atau apalah.

landscape of Portland, Oregon, USA.

landscape of Seattle, Washington, USA.

landscape of London, England.
Because of Harry Potter of course! Also, because London is beautiful. All the places to explore, all the people to see.

landscape of Milan, Italy.
I love shopping, and Milan is the fashion capitol of the world. It’s also a very beautiful city. I want to walk around and experience what it’d be like to live there, even if it’s just for a week.

landscape od NYC, New York, USA.
Broadway! The Empire State Building! The Statue of Liberty! BROADWAY! Central Park! Times Square! BROADWAY! Madison Square! The Met! BROADWAY! Chinatown! Coney Island! BROADWAY!
I would love to live here for a year or more or less!

landscape of Paris, France.
City of love. This is one place I would love to visit with my husband or fiancee or the love of my life.

landscape of Tokyo, Japan.
The Ninja restaurant. Need I say more?
Well there is a LOT more to Japan, and I want to see it all!

landscape of Wales, UK.

 and another city in this world. someday i will visit all of the cities in this world . :D Amen.

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haloooo, ini post pertama gw hahaha entah kenapa gw jd pengen bikin blog grgr temen temen gw suka nulis nulis gitu di blog, daaan gw pikir itu lumayan seru hahaha. daan mereka nyuruh gw bikin blog, tp kayanya mereka nyuruh gara gara gw tukang fudul blog kali yaa, biar bisa di fudulin balik-_-

knp gw bisa ngepost di hari senin dan jam segini ? soalnya gw lagi sakit hati eaeaea. oke itu boongan haha gw lagi sakit, radang gw kambuh lagi. biasa gw tuh klo udh kecapean pasti pilek sm radang tenggorokan, behubung 2 minggu yg lalu gw udh pilek dan radang nya belom, dan skrg gw radang-_-