last post in 2013 :D

it's been really really long time since I post in this blog.
di bilang kangen, gua kangen banget ngeblog tapi entah apa aja yang gw lakukan sampai gua ga bisa ngeblog.
kadang antara senang dan sedih pas buka blog, karena blog gua kadang isinya curhatan gua atau keluhan gua yang selama ini gua pendem.
seneng buka blog karena gua bisa baca cerita-cerita temen-temen gua dan sedih karena jadi inget sama keluhan-keluhan masalah-masalah yang penah gua alami dan jadi inget sama masalah itu.
pengen banget sebenernya ngapus semua-semua postingan yang pernah gua posting yang isinya keluhan-keluhan gua tapi gua mikir gua ga bakal bisa belajar dari masalah-masalah itu kalau gw hapus. karena saat gw liat posting tentang keluhan-keluhan gua, gua jadi inget bahwa gua pernah ngalamin masalah itu dan berusaha buat ngga jatuh di masalah yang sama.
jam 23.10, 50 menit lagi buat ke 2014. 2013 goes really fast than I thought. will miss memories of 2013 so much. banyak banget memori yang gua bikin sama temen smp dan sma, especially with my junior high friends. the best friends that Allah give to me. disaat kadang stress kalau mikir mereka tuh jadi semangat lagi. I feel like I am the luckiest, happiest person when I'm with them. we have same problems. we fight in the same time, but in different way. But remember we fight for the same purpose to make our goal to come true.

"I fell down a lot. But in the end I didn't collapsed" - Yuri Kwon (SNSD)

2 months

it had been 2 months since I updated my blog. and finally I have a week off from my school :D it is like unbelieveable. because since I attended senior high school my schedule is like BOOMB! *apasih* lol. so enjoy your day off to all my friends who had it :D

Ketika Realita Tidak Sama Dengan Keinginan

well, pasti semuanya udah pernah ngerasain ini ketika realita tuh ga sama dengan keinginan. kadang kalo ngerasa kaya gitu tuh nyenek banget. pengen sesuatu yang gabisa didapetin wkwk. gw baru ngerasa banget kaya gini tuh pas gw lg ngobrol sm nyokap gw.


saat itu gw lagi ngomongin film hachiko, pasti semuanya tau kan film hachiko tuh kaya gimana? pas lagi ngomongin itu tiba-tiba nyokap gw ngomong "anjing itu tuh setia sm pemiliknya, pinter, terus ga suka nyolong makanan kaya kucing, selapernya anjing kalo anjingnya ga dikasih makan gabakal ngambil makanan"


dan gw pun langsung menjawab "yaudah mah melihara anjing ajaaaa" yaa karna gw suka banget sm beberapa jenis anjing apalagi maltese sm golden retriever, gw rada seneng pas nyokap gw ngomong gitu. cuma you know lah itu cuma angan-angan aja wkwk sepengen-pengennya nyokap ngomong pengen melihara anjing pasti ga bakal melihara, soalnya repot buat meliharanya :D

My Time

When will my time come out? I always waiting patiently for my time come out. I want people see me when I get my time, not I see them when they get there time. I want make they believe me that I have time, i have chance. so they will not see me like that.

It hurt so much when they see me like that. I am kinda tired waiting for my time to come out.

it is not like me

well, all of my friends fell same like me, 'tired'. yes i'm tired right now. I don't know what should I do, I feel like I am not myself. It feels like not me.

gw ngerasa bukan diri gw, semuanya berubah. I knew everyone change because they are growing up. gw ga punya hobby yang bikin gw seneng lagi, gw kangen dimana saat apapun yang gw lakukan itu ngebuat gw seneng.

well, kayanya gw tau sekarang apa yang gw kangenin, hal yang gw maenin bisa bikin gw seneng, piano. gw kangen maen piano, gw kangen les piano, walaupun setiap latihan piano tangan gw harus sakit. cuma gw kangen. udah setengah tahun gw  ga maen piano. I think I knew what myself needed.

Marie Digby Ft. Jericho Rosales - I do

I don't know, I immediately love this song. this song was sung in PBB Teens :D

Marie Digby Ft. Jericho Rosales - I do